Poem: "Dichroic"
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ysabetwordsmithThis poem came out of the May 3, 2016 Poetry Fishbowl. It was inspired by prompts from dialecticdreamer, lone_cat, chanter_greenie, and technoshaman. It also fills the "learning what you like" square in my 5-1-16 card for the Solo Celebration Bingo fest, and "The Rebel" square in my 4-1-16 card for the Archetypal Characters Bingo fest. This poem has been sponsored by Anthony & Shirley Barrette. It belongs to the Shiv thread of the Polychrome Heroics series.
Warning: The inside of Shiv's head is always a warning, because that kid is a mess, but this is about as upbeat as he ever gets. The rough bits are just a few reflections on his crappy past, and a little angst over minor challenges because he has so little in the way of coping skills.
"Dichroic"
Education of any kind made Shiv nervous,
owing to his miserable experiences in
every school he had attended.
Even the prison made him anxious,
because people kept pushing him
to make plans, and Shiv sucked at that.
He never knew when Mr. Howard
would pounce on him with new requests
for worksheets or forms or reading practice
or some other form of torment.
Working with Tolliver and Simon
felt different, though -- Shiv was
almost starting to look forward
to those lessons now, which were
part metallurgy and part smithcraft
and part whatever came up that day.
Shiv was used to the rolling flutter
of metal that was Simon's wheelchair,
but today there was something else
that positively snatched his attention.
"What is it -- oh it's so shiny! --
what have you got in your pocket?"
Shiv said, dancing around Tolliver
on the way to the art room.
"Well, it's not the Ring of Doom,"
Tolliver said dryly.
"What? Oh -- the story about
the dwarves and the gang war,"
Shiv said, nodding.
Tolliver and Simon looked at
each other, then cracked up laughing.
Even Mr. Vanburen laughed so hard
that he had trouble opening the door
to the art room for them.
"What?" Shiv said with a scowl.
"That's just the best description
I've ever heard of The Hobbit,"
Tolliver said, still chuckling.
"So can I see the thing?"
Shiv said, looping back to
the original topic. "What is it?"
He could feel it already,
so bright and slippery
inside Tolliver's pocket,
but Shiv had learned early on
that if he grabbed things without
waiting for permission, Tolliver
would simply get up and leave.
Shiv clenched his hands
behind his back and
made himself wait.
"This is dichroic glass,"
Tolliver said, setting something
on the table between them.
"You may have seen it in
jewelry before, and some places
use it in decorative tiles, like on
fountains," Simon added.
It was a pendant, Shiv realized
as he looked at the thing, made
from black glass with stuff stuck
onto it somehow. The surface
felt lumpy under his fingertips,
streaked with metallic blue and gold.
Feeling his way into it with
his superpower, Shiv discovered
that it actually contained pieces
of glass and metal melted together.
"Wow," he whispered, enchanted.
"Do you think you could duplicate that?"
Tolliver asked, leaning forward.
"With what?" Shiv said. "I don't
have the right materials, and even
if I did, I wouldn't know where to start."
"Mr. Vanburen, please unlock
today's supply kit," Tolliver said.
"I'll help set up a workspace,"
Simon said, trundling over to
the cabinet that held dropcloths
and similar equipment.
Shiv ignored Simon, groping
around the art room in search
of whatever Tolliver had stashed.
"No," Simon said briskly,
snapping his fingers in front
of Shiv's face. "Do not go
hunting around the whole room.
You'll give yourself a headache
and then we'll have to quit early.
Wait a minute for Mr. Vanburen
and Tolli to bring the goodie box."
Shiv sighed and tried to pay attention
to Simon laying out the work area.
The goodie box was absolutely
worth the wait, though. Tolliver
spread out shards of glass and
delicate flakes of metal leaf.
There were little discs that looked
like slices of candy cane, squares of
glass pressed with ripples or dots,
and a few loose jewelry parts.
"Mr. Vanburen is supervising today
because the glass has sharp edges,"
Tolliver explained, "but it's actually
meant to let you practice making
sharp things into round things."
Shiv cocked his head. "How?"
"Glass likes to 'slump' into
little round puddles," Tolliver said,
pointing to the pendant. "See how
this started out as sharp pieces,
but melted smooth in the kiln?
I'm betting you can do something
similar to this without heat."
"Maybe ..." Shiv said. He could
easily pick up the glass shards,
but the metal leaf kept slipping
out of his grip. "This is hard."
"I thought that might happen,"
Tolliver said, handing him a brush.
"I brought gilder's tips, just in case.
Try picking up the leaf with this."
Shiv discovered that if he touched
the tip of the brush to the leaf,
it would stick, and he could
put it onto the glass.
"There are adhesives, too,
if you want something to hold
everything in place before you
use your superpower," Simon said.
"We weren't sure if you'd prefer
building it one layer at a time,
or sealing it all at once."
Simon and Tolliver were
amazingly helpful as teachers,
happy to read the instructions aloud
while Shiv tried to fit things together on
the table, or lend a hand if he needed one.
So Shiv experimented with
the bits of glass and metal leaf
so thin that he couldn't grip it,
until he had something he liked.
Then he pressed everything
together with his superpower,
making the surfaces bristle and
splinter so that they could be
squashed into each other
and sealed into one lump.
It turned into a squarish blob
made from nine tiny squares of
blue metallic glass sandwiched
between a layer of clear and
a layer of opaque black.
"I did it!" Shiv crowed.
"I knew you could,"
Simon and Tolliver chorused.
Shiv grabbed a piece of
royal blue glass and sprinkled
the top with glossy shards.
"Wait, those two don't --"
Tolliver began, holding up a hand.
Shiv stuck the shards together
and displayed the result.
" -- go together, the coefficients
are different," Tolliver finished.
"How did you even."
Shiv smirked at him. "Superpowers."
"Would you look at that,"
Simon breathed, pointing at it.
In the palm of Shiv's hand,
the cool glass glimmered
with light of its own.
The iridescent strips glowed
like moonlight through icy clouds,
and each air bubble inside the glass
shone like a tiny, captive star.
"Is it just me, or does that
look like a flash badge?"
Tolliver said, his eyebrows
climbing toward his hairline.
Hastily Shiv put it down
on the leather-draped table.
He wanted nothing to do
with flash badges. Those
caused trouble of a type
which he did not enjoy.
The light went out.
"That's beautiful work, Shiv,"
said Tolliver as he swept the piece
into his hand and pocketed it.
"For safety's sake, though, I
think we should stash this
somewhere that doesn't
have your name on it."
Shiv nodded vigorously.
"Yes, please," he said.
He gave Mr. Vanburen
a nervous glance.
"Don't worry about me,"
the guard said quietly.
"I'm just here to monitor
the safety regulations. Seems
to me you're being real careful
with the sharp stuff. That's
good enough for me."
Simon solemnly nodded
approval of his discretion.
"In case you're curious,
glass with zetetic reactions
like that is called 'tesora' glass --
it's Italian for 'treasure' -- and it's
quite valuable," Tolliver said. "Dichroic
means 'two-colored' just for comparison."
"So what's next?" Shiv asked eagerly,
turning back to face Tolliver.
"I don't know, kid,"
the older man said as he
spread his hands. "This is
as far as I've gone when it
comes to glass work -- I took
a class in it once, so I know
the basics, but I had to ask
a friend what to bring today."
Shiv's stomach dropped.
"But then -- how am I
supposed to learn more?"
"Well, that's up to you,"
Simon said. "You might
experiment on your own.
You might see about getting
a teacher who works glass.
Probably the former, since you
are doing it with superpowers
instead of a kiln or a torch."
That sparked a light in Shiv's mind,
as brilliant as the glow of the tesora glass
before Tolliver had put it in his pocket.
They weren't pushing or pulling him.
They were letting him decide what
he wanted to learn and how.
Thinking about his future was suddenly as
exciting -- and stomach-flipping -- as riding on
a roller-coaster. Shiv wasn't sure whether he
wanted more to clutch the safety rail or
throw his hands high in the air.
Or throw up.
But the light.
The light of it,
showing him things
that he'd never imagined.
Showing him how all this could be his.
Maybe this was what Dr. G had been
trying to explain in words, except that
Shiv didn't think very well in words,
so it hadn't made much sense him.
But now it was starting to.
Shiv picked up the sample pendant
that Tolliver had set out for him, tilting
it to see how the glass threw off
different shades as it moved.
He thought about how Dr. G
and Simon and Tolliver kept
telling him that he could be
a supervillain if he wanted to,
but he didn't have to be, and
even if he chose to, that wasn't
necessarily all there was to him.
There in his mind, like the light
glinting through layers of glass
and leaf-thin metal, was the idea
that he could be a supervillain
and something else as well.
That liking to draw was
not hopelessly at odds with
liking to make sharp things.
That he could be himself,
without having to cut off any
of the pieces that "didn't fit."
That he could have,
as Dr. G kept insisting,
a career and a hobby.
That maybe he could be,
like the glass which changed
colors depending on how you
looked at it, a different person
depending on who he was with
and how they treated him. Dichroic.
Something blue and silver and splendid,
something beautiful as long as you
were careful with it but that would
cut you if you weren't.
And it wasn't a thing that
he could just come out and say,
but maybe it was something
that he could show.
So Shiv took a piece of
blue dichroic glass and
sprinkled it with star-shaped
flakes of silver leaf, then added
a metal loop at the top for hanging.
It came out not-quite-perfect,
with a big bubble overlapping
one of the stars, but that was
okay: Shiv wasn't perfect either,
and he was still learning.
"For you to keep," he said,
pushing it toward Tolliver.
"Now that's a handsome gift,"
Simon said, admiring it as
Tolliver strung it on one of
the cords that had come
with the kit and put it
around his neck.
"Thank you," Tolliver said.
Shiv was tempted to keep going,
but he was getting that feeling
like the skin on his forehead
had been stretched too far.
"I think I'd better stop while
I'm ahead," he said reluctantly.
"Forty-five minutes," Mr. Vanburen said,
glancing at the clock in the art room.
"You've got another fifteen if you want."
"Don't push him," Tolliver said.
"You'll get us all in trouble
with Graham and Dr. Bloch."
"Perhaps a different activity
would help," Simon suggested.
He was good at finding different ways
of doing things, Shiv had discovered.
"I've got some nice articles about
dichroic glass," said Tolliver.
"I could read those aloud."
"Yeah," Shiv said.
So he leaned back in his chair
and let the words lap over him,
without trying too hard to hold
onto them, and just enjoyed it.
He was a rebel, but maybe he
wasn't as much of a loner
as he had thought.
Learning things was totally different
when he could choose what to do,
and stop before he got a headache,
without people pestering him about it.
Shiv began to think he might actually like it.
* * *
Notes:
Educational trauma includes everything from bullying to post-scholastic stress disorder, variations on PTSD or PDSD. Although Shiv refuses to sit still for official testing, it's pretty obvious that he has a raging case of this, given the way he freaks out over anything remotely related to education.
The Hobbit is a famous fantasy novel by J.R.R. Tolkien. The Ring of Doom first appears in "Riddles in the Dark" and Shiv's gang war is in "Battle of Five Armies."
Dichroic glass is designed to show two or more colors based on a special coating. It changes color between transmitted and reflected light. It often features inclusions of metal. Here is an example of dichroic-coated copper foil, and this is dichroic silver. Plain copper changes color when merged with some types of glass. You can also buy the foil in patterns, such as stars. Learn about glass fusing and dichroic basics.
Fusing supplies come in a wide variety. This grid shows the interaction between different colors and patterns of dichroic glass. Here's a sampler of rectangles, some in colors and some clear. Squares are often sold in sets. Scrap glass comes in random shards. This is a beginner kit.
See a fountain made with dichroic glass tiles.
This pendant was made from glass shards.
Millefiori are multicolored shapes made by fusing several glass rods together, then slicing off discs which show a design. They may be sold by dominant color or assortment.
Gilder's tips are special brushes used to handle metal leaf. Shiv can handle sharp things, but leaf is too thin and soft for him to grip reliably, at least at the moment.
This cabochon was made by fusing nine tiny squares on top of one larger square.
This octagonal cabochon was made by piling random shards together.
Tesora glass, which means "treasure glass," is dichroic glass that has been made with superpowers. While it can turn out as ordinary but vivid glass, it often falls into the gizmotronic or even super-gizmotronic range with more spectacular coloration or even the ability to respond to super energies.
A flash badge is a small fabric patch made of dexflan and embroidered with capery, so that it responds to the presence of superpowers. The purpose is to reveal when powers are being used by, on, or near the wearer. Simpler retro-engineered models only have an on/off mode, and aren't very useful. Fancier gizmotronic ones may distinguish between the wearer's talent and someone else's, or not respond to the wearer but only to other soups. The most elaborate super-gizmotronic ones can identify what the power is within broad categories; i.e. a different part of the badge will light up for empathic, telekinetic, or illusionary powers. There are various models, all useful for distinguishing soups from naries.
This is the star pendant that Shiv makes for Tolli, using silver leaf stars on a blue background.
Knowing when to stop is a vital part of self-discipline, artwork, and avoiding burnout. Slowly but surely, Shiv is learning.
dialecticdreamer, lone_cat, chanter_greenie, and technoshaman. It also fills the "learning what you like" square in my 5-1-16 card for the Solo Celebration Bingo fest, and "The Rebel" square in my 4-1-16 card for the Archetypal Characters Bingo fest. This poem has been sponsored by Anthony & Shirley Barrette. It belongs to the Shiv thread of the Polychrome Heroics series.Warning: The inside of Shiv's head is always a warning, because that kid is a mess, but this is about as upbeat as he ever gets. The rough bits are just a few reflections on his crappy past, and a little angst over minor challenges because he has so little in the way of coping skills.
"Dichroic"
Education of any kind made Shiv nervous,
owing to his miserable experiences in
every school he had attended.
Even the prison made him anxious,
because people kept pushing him
to make plans, and Shiv sucked at that.
He never knew when Mr. Howard
would pounce on him with new requests
for worksheets or forms or reading practice
or some other form of torment.
Working with Tolliver and Simon
felt different, though -- Shiv was
almost starting to look forward
to those lessons now, which were
part metallurgy and part smithcraft
and part whatever came up that day.
Shiv was used to the rolling flutter
of metal that was Simon's wheelchair,
but today there was something else
that positively snatched his attention.
"What is it -- oh it's so shiny! --
what have you got in your pocket?"
Shiv said, dancing around Tolliver
on the way to the art room.
"Well, it's not the Ring of Doom,"
Tolliver said dryly.
"What? Oh -- the story about
the dwarves and the gang war,"
Shiv said, nodding.
Tolliver and Simon looked at
each other, then cracked up laughing.
Even Mr. Vanburen laughed so hard
that he had trouble opening the door
to the art room for them.
"What?" Shiv said with a scowl.
"That's just the best description
I've ever heard of The Hobbit,"
Tolliver said, still chuckling.
"So can I see the thing?"
Shiv said, looping back to
the original topic. "What is it?"
He could feel it already,
so bright and slippery
inside Tolliver's pocket,
but Shiv had learned early on
that if he grabbed things without
waiting for permission, Tolliver
would simply get up and leave.
Shiv clenched his hands
behind his back and
made himself wait.
"This is dichroic glass,"
Tolliver said, setting something
on the table between them.
"You may have seen it in
jewelry before, and some places
use it in decorative tiles, like on
fountains," Simon added.
It was a pendant, Shiv realized
as he looked at the thing, made
from black glass with stuff stuck
onto it somehow. The surface
felt lumpy under his fingertips,
streaked with metallic blue and gold.
Feeling his way into it with
his superpower, Shiv discovered
that it actually contained pieces
of glass and metal melted together.
"Wow," he whispered, enchanted.
"Do you think you could duplicate that?"
Tolliver asked, leaning forward.
"With what?" Shiv said. "I don't
have the right materials, and even
if I did, I wouldn't know where to start."
"Mr. Vanburen, please unlock
today's supply kit," Tolliver said.
"I'll help set up a workspace,"
Simon said, trundling over to
the cabinet that held dropcloths
and similar equipment.
Shiv ignored Simon, groping
around the art room in search
of whatever Tolliver had stashed.
"No," Simon said briskly,
snapping his fingers in front
of Shiv's face. "Do not go
hunting around the whole room.
You'll give yourself a headache
and then we'll have to quit early.
Wait a minute for Mr. Vanburen
and Tolli to bring the goodie box."
Shiv sighed and tried to pay attention
to Simon laying out the work area.
The goodie box was absolutely
worth the wait, though. Tolliver
spread out shards of glass and
delicate flakes of metal leaf.
There were little discs that looked
like slices of candy cane, squares of
glass pressed with ripples or dots,
and a few loose jewelry parts.
"Mr. Vanburen is supervising today
because the glass has sharp edges,"
Tolliver explained, "but it's actually
meant to let you practice making
sharp things into round things."
Shiv cocked his head. "How?"
"Glass likes to 'slump' into
little round puddles," Tolliver said,
pointing to the pendant. "See how
this started out as sharp pieces,
but melted smooth in the kiln?
I'm betting you can do something
similar to this without heat."
"Maybe ..." Shiv said. He could
easily pick up the glass shards,
but the metal leaf kept slipping
out of his grip. "This is hard."
"I thought that might happen,"
Tolliver said, handing him a brush.
"I brought gilder's tips, just in case.
Try picking up the leaf with this."
Shiv discovered that if he touched
the tip of the brush to the leaf,
it would stick, and he could
put it onto the glass.
"There are adhesives, too,
if you want something to hold
everything in place before you
use your superpower," Simon said.
"We weren't sure if you'd prefer
building it one layer at a time,
or sealing it all at once."
Simon and Tolliver were
amazingly helpful as teachers,
happy to read the instructions aloud
while Shiv tried to fit things together on
the table, or lend a hand if he needed one.
So Shiv experimented with
the bits of glass and metal leaf
so thin that he couldn't grip it,
until he had something he liked.
Then he pressed everything
together with his superpower,
making the surfaces bristle and
splinter so that they could be
squashed into each other
and sealed into one lump.
It turned into a squarish blob
made from nine tiny squares of
blue metallic glass sandwiched
between a layer of clear and
a layer of opaque black.
"I did it!" Shiv crowed.
"I knew you could,"
Simon and Tolliver chorused.
Shiv grabbed a piece of
royal blue glass and sprinkled
the top with glossy shards.
"Wait, those two don't --"
Tolliver began, holding up a hand.
Shiv stuck the shards together
and displayed the result.
" -- go together, the coefficients
are different," Tolliver finished.
"How did you even."
Shiv smirked at him. "Superpowers."
"Would you look at that,"
Simon breathed, pointing at it.
In the palm of Shiv's hand,
the cool glass glimmered
with light of its own.
The iridescent strips glowed
like moonlight through icy clouds,
and each air bubble inside the glass
shone like a tiny, captive star.
"Is it just me, or does that
look like a flash badge?"
Tolliver said, his eyebrows
climbing toward his hairline.
Hastily Shiv put it down
on the leather-draped table.
He wanted nothing to do
with flash badges. Those
caused trouble of a type
which he did not enjoy.
The light went out.
"That's beautiful work, Shiv,"
said Tolliver as he swept the piece
into his hand and pocketed it.
"For safety's sake, though, I
think we should stash this
somewhere that doesn't
have your name on it."
Shiv nodded vigorously.
"Yes, please," he said.
He gave Mr. Vanburen
a nervous glance.
"Don't worry about me,"
the guard said quietly.
"I'm just here to monitor
the safety regulations. Seems
to me you're being real careful
with the sharp stuff. That's
good enough for me."
Simon solemnly nodded
approval of his discretion.
"In case you're curious,
glass with zetetic reactions
like that is called 'tesora' glass --
it's Italian for 'treasure' -- and it's
quite valuable," Tolliver said. "Dichroic
means 'two-colored' just for comparison."
"So what's next?" Shiv asked eagerly,
turning back to face Tolliver.
"I don't know, kid,"
the older man said as he
spread his hands. "This is
as far as I've gone when it
comes to glass work -- I took
a class in it once, so I know
the basics, but I had to ask
a friend what to bring today."
Shiv's stomach dropped.
"But then -- how am I
supposed to learn more?"
"Well, that's up to you,"
Simon said. "You might
experiment on your own.
You might see about getting
a teacher who works glass.
Probably the former, since you
are doing it with superpowers
instead of a kiln or a torch."
That sparked a light in Shiv's mind,
as brilliant as the glow of the tesora glass
before Tolliver had put it in his pocket.
They weren't pushing or pulling him.
They were letting him decide what
he wanted to learn and how.
Thinking about his future was suddenly as
exciting -- and stomach-flipping -- as riding on
a roller-coaster. Shiv wasn't sure whether he
wanted more to clutch the safety rail or
throw his hands high in the air.
Or throw up.
But the light.
The light of it,
showing him things
that he'd never imagined.
Showing him how all this could be his.
Maybe this was what Dr. G had been
trying to explain in words, except that
Shiv didn't think very well in words,
so it hadn't made much sense him.
But now it was starting to.
Shiv picked up the sample pendant
that Tolliver had set out for him, tilting
it to see how the glass threw off
different shades as it moved.
He thought about how Dr. G
and Simon and Tolliver kept
telling him that he could be
a supervillain if he wanted to,
but he didn't have to be, and
even if he chose to, that wasn't
necessarily all there was to him.
There in his mind, like the light
glinting through layers of glass
and leaf-thin metal, was the idea
that he could be a supervillain
and something else as well.
That liking to draw was
not hopelessly at odds with
liking to make sharp things.
That he could be himself,
without having to cut off any
of the pieces that "didn't fit."
That he could have,
as Dr. G kept insisting,
a career and a hobby.
That maybe he could be,
like the glass which changed
colors depending on how you
looked at it, a different person
depending on who he was with
and how they treated him. Dichroic.
Something blue and silver and splendid,
something beautiful as long as you
were careful with it but that would
cut you if you weren't.
And it wasn't a thing that
he could just come out and say,
but maybe it was something
that he could show.
So Shiv took a piece of
blue dichroic glass and
sprinkled it with star-shaped
flakes of silver leaf, then added
a metal loop at the top for hanging.
It came out not-quite-perfect,
with a big bubble overlapping
one of the stars, but that was
okay: Shiv wasn't perfect either,
and he was still learning.
"For you to keep," he said,
pushing it toward Tolliver.
"Now that's a handsome gift,"
Simon said, admiring it as
Tolliver strung it on one of
the cords that had come
with the kit and put it
around his neck.
"Thank you," Tolliver said.
Shiv was tempted to keep going,
but he was getting that feeling
like the skin on his forehead
had been stretched too far.
"I think I'd better stop while
I'm ahead," he said reluctantly.
"Forty-five minutes," Mr. Vanburen said,
glancing at the clock in the art room.
"You've got another fifteen if you want."
"Don't push him," Tolliver said.
"You'll get us all in trouble
with Graham and Dr. Bloch."
"Perhaps a different activity
would help," Simon suggested.
He was good at finding different ways
of doing things, Shiv had discovered.
"I've got some nice articles about
dichroic glass," said Tolliver.
"I could read those aloud."
"Yeah," Shiv said.
So he leaned back in his chair
and let the words lap over him,
without trying too hard to hold
onto them, and just enjoyed it.
He was a rebel, but maybe he
wasn't as much of a loner
as he had thought.
Learning things was totally different
when he could choose what to do,
and stop before he got a headache,
without people pestering him about it.
Shiv began to think he might actually like it.
* * *
Notes:
Educational trauma includes everything from bullying to post-scholastic stress disorder, variations on PTSD or PDSD. Although Shiv refuses to sit still for official testing, it's pretty obvious that he has a raging case of this, given the way he freaks out over anything remotely related to education.
The Hobbit is a famous fantasy novel by J.R.R. Tolkien. The Ring of Doom first appears in "Riddles in the Dark" and Shiv's gang war is in "Battle of Five Armies."
Dichroic glass is designed to show two or more colors based on a special coating. It changes color between transmitted and reflected light. It often features inclusions of metal. Here is an example of dichroic-coated copper foil, and this is dichroic silver. Plain copper changes color when merged with some types of glass. You can also buy the foil in patterns, such as stars. Learn about glass fusing and dichroic basics.
Fusing supplies come in a wide variety. This grid shows the interaction between different colors and patterns of dichroic glass. Here's a sampler of rectangles, some in colors and some clear. Squares are often sold in sets. Scrap glass comes in random shards. This is a beginner kit.
See a fountain made with dichroic glass tiles.
This pendant was made from glass shards.
Millefiori are multicolored shapes made by fusing several glass rods together, then slicing off discs which show a design. They may be sold by dominant color or assortment.
Gilder's tips are special brushes used to handle metal leaf. Shiv can handle sharp things, but leaf is too thin and soft for him to grip reliably, at least at the moment.
This cabochon was made by fusing nine tiny squares on top of one larger square.
This octagonal cabochon was made by piling random shards together.
Tesora glass, which means "treasure glass," is dichroic glass that has been made with superpowers. While it can turn out as ordinary but vivid glass, it often falls into the gizmotronic or even super-gizmotronic range with more spectacular coloration or even the ability to respond to super energies.
A flash badge is a small fabric patch made of dexflan and embroidered with capery, so that it responds to the presence of superpowers. The purpose is to reveal when powers are being used by, on, or near the wearer. Simpler retro-engineered models only have an on/off mode, and aren't very useful. Fancier gizmotronic ones may distinguish between the wearer's talent and someone else's, or not respond to the wearer but only to other soups. The most elaborate super-gizmotronic ones can identify what the power is within broad categories; i.e. a different part of the badge will light up for empathic, telekinetic, or illusionary powers. There are various models, all useful for distinguishing soups from naries.
This is the star pendant that Shiv makes for Tolli, using silver leaf stars on a blue background.
Knowing when to stop is a vital part of self-discipline, artwork, and avoiding burnout. Slowly but surely, Shiv is learning.
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Date: 2016-10-13 05:39 am (UTC)Yay!
Date: 2016-10-14 02:40 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2016-10-13 09:23 am (UTC)Aww ...
Date: 2016-10-13 09:34 am (UTC)Also, you introduced me to a new word! I like "small." I observe that English is currently experimenting with variations on common words to separate nuances. Frex, hot (temperature) and hawt (sexually attractive). Previously we had a few, such as light (illumination) and lite (low-calorie), but there are more and more of these. Fascinating. Usually you see this level of nuance in very old, very stable languages where it's easy to pass on lots of esoteric trivia to the kids, because you're not getting invaded every other year. Disrupted languages are less elaborate. (Thank you, Vikings, for us not having to memorize a boatload of one goat, two gat.) Considering the modern mayhem and low child-adult interaction, I'm a bit surprised to see language elaborating in this manner. But it may simply be the fact that the frame has popped off and it's in a high-change phase, whether some parts of that are a good idea or not.
I love living history.
Re: Aww ...
Date: 2016-10-13 11:32 am (UTC)Re: Aww ...
Date: 2016-10-13 11:36 am (UTC)Re: Aww ...
Date: 2016-10-13 01:47 pm (UTC)also the increase in text to text based interaction across international IRL platforms in which face to face non-verbal nuance and context are not necessarily present in the same way as in the past facilitating the need for further clarification of meaning and emotional intensity in a way that the base language doesn't allow.
As well as the "You cannot find your tribe IRL? come to the internet for we are one tribe and many tribes" mindset...you can find many groups of people developing distinct internet cultures which have their own words, meanings, and lore. Tis a fascinating time we live in.
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Date: 2016-10-14 04:23 pm (UTC)That's true. People move far more often than they used to. It's much easier to keep in touch with an online community than a facetime one.
>>also the increase in text to text based interaction across international IRL platforms in which face to face non-verbal nuance and context are not necessarily present in the same way as in the past facilitating the need for further clarification of meaning and emotional intensity in a way that the base language doesn't allow.
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I agree that's behind the rise of emoticons, and I think it contributes to shifts in vocabulary too.
>>As well as the "You cannot find your tribe IRL? come to the internet for we are one tribe and many tribes" mindset...you can find many groups of people developing distinct internet cultures which have their own words, meanings, and lore. Tis a fascinating time we live in.<<
Sooth. As much as people complain about the internet ruining social interactions, I think it depends on context. For average people, who could easily find compatible friends all around them if they looked, it may lower the effectiveness of relationships. But for quirky people, highly intelligent people, aces -- anyone who doesn't fit the mainstream and can't easily find peers in meatspace -- the internet makes it possible to have meaningful relationships at all.
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Date: 2016-10-18 08:18 am (UTC)Re: Aww ...
Date: 2016-10-18 08:27 am (UTC)That has always been true, it's a cohort effect. A differently motivated high-change area is drug slang.
>> 'Smol' is a particularly delightful instance. <<
Agreed.
>> I'm less fond of 'sick' being the new 'cool' and 'thirsty' being the new 'horny'. <<
Yeah, I don't like sick either. It was preceded by 'tight' and 'bad' though ...
>> But give it six months and it will change again. <<
... and this will turn over to something else.
>> How adults speak has changed far less dramatically, though I have been entertained by how political buzzwords alter common conversations. Rich white men have really latched on to that 'win the future' and 'grow the economy' bs. I'm waiting for someone to use 'bigly' unironically. <<
0_o
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Date: 2016-10-13 11:39 am (UTC)Yes...
Date: 2016-10-14 02:15 am (UTC)YES!
Date: 2016-10-13 01:37 pm (UTC)this approach works MUCH better with Shiv than anything else (maybe they should pull Dr. G aside and tell him so)
The dwarves and the gang war...IT IS! :D LOVE that description Shiv!
and he recognized a limit and he ACKNOWLEDGED IT! \0/ YAAAAAYYY
Re: YES!
Date: 2016-10-14 12:42 am (UTC):D They are awesome.
>> this approach works MUCH better with Shiv than anything else <<
That's true. You can't catch a cat by chasing him, but you sure can with tuna. ;)
>> (maybe they should pull Dr. G aside and tell him so) <<
That's a good idea. It seems that Shiv's support network is providing integrated care, so they must be sharing at least some information.
>> The dwarves and the gang war...IT IS! :D LOVE that description Shiv! <<
Agreed. And he has no idea how sharp his literary observations are.
It makes me want to track down all his previous teacher and smack them with a dead fish. >_<
>> and he recognized a limit and he ACKNOWLEDGED IT! \0/ YAAAAAYYY <<
Huge progress. Shiv has really put a lot of work into this, even if he doesn't realize it yet.
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Date: 2016-10-13 03:19 pm (UTC)almost starting to look forward
to those lessons now<<
...
>>dancing around Tolliver
on the way to the art room.<<
o_o That's an interesting juxtaposition.
>> Oh -- the story about
the dwarves and the gang war<<
*cackle* *rofl* *lol*
I love watching Shiv enjoy using his power.
>>The light went out.<<
It took me this far to realize that the glimmering and shining glass was not, in fact, metaphorical. OTL
>>
That he could be himself,
without having to cut off any
of the pieces that "didn't fit."<<
*woots in a circle*
Giving the star pendant was a sweet thing to do. I hope they'll bring the glass back later on.
Yay, for a well-deserved rest after work well done!
... and now I'm hesitating, remembering his pattern, and waiting for the other shoe to drop. Maybe he doesn't have to crash quite so far, quite so fast, this time?
(The link for the star pendant doesn't appear to have a target.)
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Date: 2016-10-13 07:26 pm (UTC)Thoughts
Date: 2016-10-13 10:58 pm (UTC)almost starting to look forward
to those lessons now<<
...
>>dancing around Tolliver
on the way to the art room.<<
>> o_o That's an interesting juxtaposition. <<
Let me unpack a little more:
Shiv's usual reaction to anything remotely educational is a GREAT BIG FUCK NO.
Shiv was
almost starting to look forward
to those lessons now
This is how far Shiv has come when thinking ahead to activities which, in the past, have not sucked and have been kinda cool.
dancing around Tolliver
on the way to the art room.
This is what happens you bring a fascinating solid object into his range of perception, but don't hand it to him immediately. To Shiv, dichroic glass "feels" shiny and exciting to his superpower. He'd never encountered it before, because he's poor, and it's expensive; he hasn't been in the kinds of places where people wear it or decorate with it. So he goes a little nuts.
What you're actually seeing here is a tiny little glimpse of the real boy under that ironclad mask he usually wears. He's a wiggly, exuberant artist stuffed into a black cape by circumstance and his own ornery streak.
Simon and Tolli encourage this, because every minute that Shiv spends playing with a box of scraps is a minute he's not spending on mischief like stealing, hitting people, or cutting himself.
>> Oh -- the story about
the dwarves and the gang war
*cackle* *rofl* *lol* <<
Yes, that was my reaction too. And this is at least the second time that boy has made a very astute observation about one of my favorite books that I hadn't thought of myself already. That basically never happens. Somehow, while Shiv is honestly not a reader, he has a remarkable grasp of story. He hasn't even read The Hobbit, he just listened to a foster brother going on and on about it. The more I see of Shiv's tidbit grasp of literature, the more tempted I become to track down that little bookworm and see what's become of him.
>> I love watching Shiv enjoy using his power. <<
:D Me too.
>>The light went out.
It took me this far to realize that the glimmering and shining glass was not, in fact, metaphorical. OTL <<
Yeah, there's not much I can do about that when literary license describes things as if they were making light when they're not.
>> *woots in a circle* <<
Shiv is just starting to realize that there are people who like him for who he is, and will help him work on that, instead of trying to change him into whatever they want.
>> Giving the star pendant was a sweet thing to do. I hope they'll bring the glass back later on. <<
At this stage, Tolli is offering Shiv opportunities to explore different materials to see what his talent can do. They're frobbing. Once they have a good idea what the options are and which things Shiv likes the most as raw materials, they can focus on refinements. Given Shiv's enthusiastic reaction, I'm sure he'll continue working with fine art glass. Up to this point, he'd been picking broken glass out of gutters most of the time he wanted to work with it.
>> Yay, for a well-deserved rest after work well done!<<
He's learning. \o/
>> ... and now I'm hesitating, remembering his pattern, and waiting for the other shoe to drop. Maybe he doesn't have to crash quite so far, quite so fast, this time? <<
It varies. A significant part of it depends on whether Shiv feels like he's being himself, or feels like he's doing things that are not-him. This one is fully congruent, so there's no immediate backlash, although a few poems later there is tension over other things.
>> (The link for the star pendant doesn't appear to have a target.) <<
Known bug, fixed now.
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Date: 2016-10-13 04:54 pm (UTC)the dwarves and the gang war,"
Shiv said, nodding.
That made me laugh too. Although I associate the Ring more with LOTR; for some reason, once I'd read the trilogy I never went back to The Hobbit. Has Shiv ever encountered the trilogy? I'm sure he hasn't read it, but does he even know it exists?
The reason I'm sure he hasn't read it is that I would expect him to have the same reaction I had when I first encountered it -- to be put off by the sheer size of it. After I read The Hobbit, it took me a full year of looking at LOTR in the library before I finally decided to check it out anyhow because if I didn't like it, I could always take it back. (And then I fell into it and tore thru all 3 books in 3 days. Fortunately, this was over summer vacation.)
" -- go together, the coefficients
are different," Tolliver finished.
"How did you even."
Shiv smirked at him. "Superpowers."
And here's another potential way for Shiv to make a living, besides (or in addition to) specialty blades. Dichroic jewelry always sells well, even if he wants to stay away from the zetetic components. Although... if he could work with a super-gizmologist to develop some kind of zetetic battery, something that would store a "charge" of super-powers and last for a while, that self-powered glowing jewelry would be a REAL hit.
Where I see a potential problem with the jewelry option (and, to a lesser extent, with the blades option as well) is in the process of actually selling the product. Shiv is a raging introvert; having to be "on" all day at a show would be torture for him, and most of the better shows require the artist to be onsite. He'd be better off seeing if he could place his work in galleries and let them do the selling for him. And once he's got a bit of a reputation, of course, he can set up a website and sell online without actually having to interact physically with the customers at all. But this is all looking fairly far down the road.
They weren't pushing or pulling him.
They were letting him decide what
he wanted to learn and how.
Aha, breakthru! This is a MAJOR epiphany for Shiv, and I hope it leads to more and better things.
Thoughts
Date: 2016-10-13 11:33 pm (UTC)Yay!
>> Although I associate the Ring more with LOTR; for some reason, once I'd read the trilogy I never went back to The Hobbit. <<
I like them all.
>>Has Shiv ever encountered the trilogy? I'm sure he hasn't read it, but does he even know it exists?<<
He hasn't even read The Hobbit. He knows the story because he had a foster brother who was a bookworm and talked about books all the time. Shiv isn't a reader, but for someone who's not, he has a surprisingly astute grasp of story.
>>The reason I'm sure he hasn't read it is that I would expect him to have the same reaction I had when I first encountered it -- to be put off by the sheer size of it.<<
Oh yeah.
>> After I read The Hobbit, it took me a full year of looking at LOTR in the library before I finally decided to check it out anyhow because if I didn't like it, I could always take it back. (And then I fell into it and tore thru all 3 books in 3 days. Fortunately, this was over summer vacation.) <<
:D My mother read me The Hobbit when I was four. I discovered LOTR when I was in third grade. I was reading under my desk during reading class while everyone else was fumbling through kiddie stuff. The teacher asked what I was reading. I showed her the book. She didn't believe I was really reading that. I launched into an enthusiastic description of "The Departure of Boromir" which left my appalled classmates with eyes as wide as saucers. The teacher handed my book back and said if I was reading that, clearly I didn't need the class and could just entertain myself quietly.
That was the one and only appropriate response of a teacher to my reading level that I can remember.
>> And here's another potential way for Shiv to make a living, besides (or in addition to) specialty blades. <<
Absolutely, and Tolli is thinking of that as an option because he knows that Shiv also draws. It's much easier to make a living as an artist in T-America than it is here.
>> Dichroic jewelry always sells well, even if he wants to stay away from the zetetic components. Although... if he could work with a super-gizmologist to develop some kind of zetetic battery, something that would store a "charge" of super-powers and last for a while, that self-powered glowing jewelry would be a REAL hit. <<
Doesn't even have to be superpowers. If Shiv twiddles around with materials, he may find a combination that responds to something else, such as sunlight. People make solar-powered and glow-in-the dark everything. Superpowers can do stuff that even good machines can't. I suspect, if Shiv uses the same raw materials, he might stumble across similar effects.
Replicating it, now, that's a challenge. ;)
>> Where I see a potential problem with the jewelry option (and, to a lesser extent, with the blades option as well) is in the process of actually selling the product. Shiv is a raging introvert; having to be "on" all day at a show would be torture for him, and most of the better shows require the artist to be onsite. <<
That's true. T-America includes many options for audience interaction. There are still creative recluses, but not as many, and they require a different type of support network and business model.
>> He'd be better off seeing if he could place his work in galleries and let them do the selling for him. And once he's got a bit of a reputation, of course, he can set up a website and sell online without actually having to interact physically with the customers at all. <<
Yep. What he really needs is an agent, to keep his everyday life widely separated from his artwork. Shiv does not want this kind of reputation distracting him from his dayjob. But he does like making things. I suspect that, like Gray, he's liable to deal more in gifts and favors with his artistic ability, and reserve cash transactions for emergencies.
>>But this is all looking fairly far down the road. <<
Not as far as you might think. Graham and Tolli both want to connect Shiv with the art community so the option will be there when or if he needs it. And what Shiv can do is unique as far as I know; the only other soup working regularly in glass is doing totally different things with it, although Crystella is a full-time artist. Once Shiv starts passing things around, it's going to attract attention.
>>Aha, breakthru! This is a MAJOR epiphany for Shiv, and I hope it leads to more and better things. <<
:D So it is, and so it will.
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Date: 2016-10-13 05:29 pm (UTC)Yay!
Date: 2016-10-13 08:23 pm (UTC)Re: Yay!
Date: 2016-10-13 09:14 pm (UTC)Re: Yay!
Date: 2016-10-14 02:07 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2016-10-13 06:33 pm (UTC)Yes...
Date: 2016-10-13 10:33 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2016-10-13 08:18 pm (UTC)Yes...
Date: 2016-10-14 02:05 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2016-10-14 04:33 am (UTC)I absolutely loved this. So grateful it's up. Shiv is still one of my favorite of your characters, and I loved the discovery he made that he can be a complex person with integrity and care about many different things and learn and make choices. I am so happy to read this, and crying a little bit too, because life is complicated like that.
Thank you!
Date: 2016-10-14 05:11 am (UTC)Yay! :D
>> Shiv is still one of my favorite of your characters,<<
It's funny how he started out with only one or two fans, who figured out from early descriptions that he had to be an abuse survivor ... but over time, he's become one of my most popular characters. Once I started writing him from the inside out, people could see why Shiv acts like a rotten little beast so often. Plus of course he's getting better now, so that helps too.
and I loved the discovery he made that he can be a complex person with integrity and care about many different things and learn and make choices. I am so happy to read this, and crying a little bit too, because life is complicated like that.
squeeeeee
Date: 2016-10-14 08:42 pm (UTC)I adore dichroic glass and have ever since I discovered it.
When I got to the "dwarves and the gang war" bit, I busted up laughing so loud that my partner paused his ablutions so I could tell him what was so funny.
SO MUCH warm fuzzy in this poem. YAAAAAY!!!
Re: squeeeeee
Date: 2016-10-15 12:36 am (UTC)Tolli and Simon hug you back. Shiv hangs back and gives you wary little wave with his fingertips. Gee, I think he likes you. ;)
>> I adore dichroic glass and have ever since I discovered it. <<
Same here. It's sooooo SHIIIIINY.
>> When I got to the "dwarves and the gang war" bit, I busted up laughing so loud that my partner paused his ablutions so I could tell him what was so funny. <<
Yay! Everyone seems to be having that reaction.
>> SO MUCH warm fuzzy in this poem. YAAAAAY!!! <<
:D Shiv deserves the fun stuff, for all the mayhem he has survived.
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Date: 2016-10-15 02:45 am (UTC)Thank you!
Date: 2016-10-15 02:53 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2016-10-16 11:52 am (UTC)I don't know why I relate to Shiv so much, as I would have been one of the kids he would have hated for trying to be well-behaved, having no charisma and I would never commit any crimes. Maybe it's because we're both risk-averse in that we don't trust opportunities for happiness or teachers. It was nice to read about metal-working, even though I'm so clumsy I can't do anything craft-related that carries risk of destroying things or injury.
Thoughts
Date: 2016-10-17 02:01 am (UTC)People have a lot of different reasons for that, now that they can see inside his head more.
>> as I would have been one of the kids he would have hated for trying to be well-behaved, having no charisma and I would never commit any crimes. <<
Aww.
>> Maybe it's because we're both risk-averse in that we don't trust opportunities for happiness or teachers.<<
That's entirely possible.
>> It was nice to read about metal-working, <<
Yay! :D I like exploring it too.
>> even though I'm so clumsy I can't do anything craft-related that carries risk of destroying things or injury.<<
Bummer. I hope you've found other activities that are safer.
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Date: 2016-12-02 11:50 am (UTC)Thank you!
Date: 2016-12-02 06:58 pm (UTC)