Warning: anxiety, insecurity, general insufferable worriting.
This is a terrible idea. I'll never convince anyone it's worth the trouble, and even if I did, I'll never really be able to do it properly. Hello, crippling anxiety. Do I even actually want to do the thing, or do I just think I do? So many questions! And it's impossible to do properly, anyway. Some accommodations are mutually exclusive. But not everything can be done properly, and it still ought to be done. And maybe a lot of it is insufficient creativity. How do I know when to quit, though? I'm probably getting ahead of myself.
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dancing_serpent
Re: Thoughts
Date: 2015-07-08 07:57 am (UTC)This is a terrible idea. I'll never convince anyone it's worth the trouble, and even if I did, I'll never really be able to do it properly. Hello, crippling anxiety. Do I even actually want to do the thing, or do I just think I do? So many questions! And it's impossible to do properly, anyway. Some accommodations are mutually exclusive. But not everything can be done properly, and it still ought to be done. And maybe a lot of it is insufficient creativity. How do I know when to quit, though? I'm probably getting ahead of myself.