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vaa

this is basically the story of my life

yeah, self-respect, beautiful word

im doing it 50/50 soft/hard

im playing diablo 2

but also modding it

trying to make it more fun to play

not that difficult to make small changes

that have big impact

wanted to make all classes when they start the game

get a +1 skills

so they can start with any skill they want

no level requirements

no prerequisites

"the reward of a job well done is to have done it"

"its better to do one job properly than a dosen that arent"

"nearly any man can stand adversity"

i have so many modding ideas

as for talking to people?

90% of what i say on the internet just gets ignored

slashdot sure was fun

id read like 100 comments

then do 1 myself

and it was a 90% chance id get downmodded

i dont get those places

the old internet was actually worse

than what billion user websites are now

i was on reddit too

asked a simple question

got 10 replies

replied 3 times

and wouldnt you know

the whole thread got deleted

i got banned

and they even said

"if you create a new

account to get around it

well ip ban you etc"

thats just horrible

but when social media

was just message boards

thats what it was like

even more fun

i used ai to write a naughty story

well, 3

i posted 1 on deviantart

it got taken down?

what? that place is shockfull of porn nowadays!

i get it though, only naked females are around

not even heterosexual porn is allowed lol

because then dicks would have to be depicted

and the stone age admins dont allow that

i remember it being like that 20 years too as well

its pathetic

so being banned / shadowbanned / ignored

is worse than any hardships

its called, the ultimate punishment......

loneliness

didya know shakespeare invented the word depression? neat ^___^

oooh, its raining here, summer rain

im mostly misunderstood....

or i just annoy people

theres a classaction lawsuit against me

25 poets

they dont appreciate 1 single thing ive done for them

for the site

i even made this podcast in 20 parts (neonopd)

where i read most of the "offended" poets poems

together with homebrewn music

thats the main problem with christians

they all spam

"oh, you made 1 single mistak? YOURE GOING TO HELL!!!!!!!"

i mean, it makes no sense whatsoever

but its the basis of western society

i had so much anxiety over stuff like that

for so long

then when i was 30

i finally met julia

she was a dream

redhead like me

quite a nutball

all smart things id thought about

10000s of things

i said to her

and i couldnt make her stop laughing

she loved fashion more than anything else

but she never used cleavage or bras

but when she lied in bed

her tits were like 3-handful

we fucked a week ago

yes, she still looks as good at 67

so many people yelling me out for whatever

i fucked karin kuntlia when i lived at home once

since then her dude would just randomly show up in my room

yell me out about.... no idea, it was always too traumatic

to remember, i barely dared to even go downstairs

to get food, hed always somehow materialize then

thats whats so special about junkies

you can never predict what theyll yell you out about

they have like the most advanced RNG ever

of course, also a heatseeking missile type attack

they always use

a woman said recently i had storkukslugn

big cock calm

yeah, thanks

i mean, why be pissed off at loonies?

i know their whining doesnt even make sense

i figured before

logic would win every argument

literally, for like 20 years

it never ever did

and where im now

im not even allowed to be happy

as soon as i open my mouth

the staff just interupt me

its so fucking horrid

if im angry its ok, sometimes?

if im horny they love it but pretend not to

i realized how it was yesterday

kuntlia has cursed me ever since my second girlfriend bella

since then, id literally gotten like 40 fucking police reports?

again, over basically nothing.

she just wants me as a cute art machine

never allowed to question anything or anyone

even fountain house, i made one mini-boss there shit his pants

the boss herself said 2018 "in 4 years youll be boss here"

so i was arguing with anders

and i said

"soon im boss here, guess who gets sacked first?"

boom, every time i go there afterwards

just like fjollkurt, he materializes in a second

and says "lets have a meeting"

which never entails anything but

"you should go home"

no one else has a problem with it

oh

brb

love you beth

youre wonderful 🌹