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Poem: "Not a Destination, But a Process"

This poem is spillover from the March 5, 2024 Poetry Fishbowl. It was inspired by prompts from [personal profile] fuzzyred and [personal profile] chanter1944. It also fills the "Day Job" square in my 3-1-24 card for the National Crafting Month Bingo fest. This poem has been sponsored by a pool with [personal profile] fuzzyred. It belongs to the Shiv thread of the Polychrome Heroics series. It follows "Conscious of the Injustice" so read that first or this won't make much sense.


"Not a Destination, But a Process"


Liberty could hardly
believe her luck.

She had just gotten
into Omaha when she
met someone who had
helped her get a day job.

Shiv was a little weird,
sure, but he was solid --
and he didn't try to grab
her anywhere rude, so
that was even better.

Liberty was starting off as
an all-purpose cleaning girl,
since she already knew how
to mop and wash dishes.

That'd earn minimum wage,
which was enough to afford
a decent apartment, if she
could get some fake ID.

Meanwhile, Liberty was
set to couchsurf with
one of the waitresses.

She wouldn't be stuck with
cleanup work forever, though,
not if she wanted to learn more.

Cook had offered to teach her
actual cooking skills -- not just
recipes, but things like how
to use a knife so the slices
came out all the same size.

Liberty had pounced on that,
because job skills were valuable.

Right now, Shiv was showing her
how to fold napkins for the tables.

He had a binder with pictures of
the finished folds and lists of steps.

"See, napkins are cheap, and it don't
cost anything to fold 'em fancy, but it
makes the place look nicer," Shiv said.
"So we got the easy ones for every day,
the fancy ones for stuff like weddings,
and then all of the holiday styles."

"Bunny ears," Liberty said,
tracing the shape on the page.

"Yeah, them's for Easter,"
Shiv said. "We got flowers
too, and watermelon for
Juneteenth, a turkey for
Thanksgiving, and so on."

Liberty had to admit that they
looked cute, even if she wasn't
sure that she could fold them.

Then Shiv's head popped up,
and Liberty heard footsteps.

Coming toward them was
was a mousy-looking white guy
dressed in a woman's sweater
embroidered with sunflowers
and poppies, daisies and yarrow.

It even had a bunch of pudgy bees,
their tiny wings done in some sort
of shimmery thread that made it
look like they could really fly.

It was the silliest thing that
Liberty had ever seen, but
she wanted to touch it anyway.

Shiv bounded over and rubbed
himself along it like a big ol' cat.
"Hey, Dr. G," he said, grinning.

"Hello, Shiv," said Dr. G.
"Boss White thought that
someone here could use
a sympathetic ear."

"Ah yeah, Liberty's had
a bit of a hard time just
getting here," Shiv said.
"You want some space?"

"That would be nice, if
Liberty feels comfortable
with me," said Dr. G.

"It's a public place,"
Liberty said, shrugging.
"Sit down if you'd like."

"Thank you for the invitation,"
Dr. G said, and sat down at
the booth where they'd been
practicing the napkin folds.

"I'll go help Cook," Shiv said,
and skittered off to the kitchen.

"Boss White mentioned that
you've got your head in a bit
of a tangle," said Dr. G.

"Well, that's what he said,
and he's a telepath, so I guess
he should know," said Liberty.
"I don't feel any different, though."

"Do you ever feel like you want
to do one thing, but find yourself
doing another?" asked Dr. G.

"Yeah, sometimes," said Liberty.
"Doesn't it happen to everyone?"

"Possibly so," said Dr. G.
"What do you think about it?"

Liberty snorted. "That you're
another silly head-shrinker like
the guy at the community center."

"That's part of my job," said Dr. G.
"Can you think of anything that
you might like some help with?"

"Maybe fitting in here," she said,
tapping her fingers on the table.
"It's a mixed group, and I haven't
worked with white people a lot,
but I really need this job."

"Diversity skills," said Dr. G.
"Useful to know, applicable in
any career, and you couldn't have
picked a better place to learn them."

He popped open his briefcase
and passed her a few pages.

"These are some activities that
can help you stretch yourself and
learn more about other people,"
said Dr. G. "Start with fun ones,
and it will be easier to grow."

Liberty looked at the list.
Visit an art show from
another culture. Listen to
music in a foreign language.
Eat at an ethnic restaurant.
Read a book set far away
.

"Really? This counts?"
she said. "It's not much."

"It's a start," said Dr. G.
"Don't overwhelm yourself."

"It's just ..." Liberty picked at
the corner of a page. "Boss White
made it sound like I'm kind of a mess."

"He saw some things inside you that
worried him," said Dr. G. "Ideally,
we'd like for a mindhealer to take
a look. Trouble is, neither of us
know one suited to this case. So,
I'm starting with simpler methods
that I already have in hand."

"And that'll work?" said Liberty.

"Whether it does or not, it will
tell us something useful about
the inside of your head," said Dr. G.

He pulled out a few more pages
and offered them to Liberty.

"These can help you think about
your beliefs and values," he said.
"You might find places where you
want something, but feel as if
you're getting pulled up short."

Liberty wrinkled her nose. "It
looks like homework," she said.

"It can be," said Dr. G. "Maybe
something more visual would appeal?"

Next he pulled out a colorful page
that made her more curious,
and text that explained it.

"A pie chart?" Liberty said,
leaning over to look at it.

She realized that the labels
were all about different parts of
her life and how they worked.

"Oh!" She tapped one of
the wedges. "I got a job!"

"Congratulations," said Dr. G.
"How do you feel about that?"

"Really great," said Liberty.
"I'm so proud of myself. I wasn't
sure I could get a decent job,
but I did. Cook even offered
to teach me some kitchen skills!"

"That's quite an accomplishment,"
said Dr. G. "That sounds like
your career section is doing
well. If you wish, you can think
about other parts of your life
and how well they stand up,
or what you'd like to improve."

Liberty looked at the pie chart
again. Family was a mess but
she didn't want to poke at it.
Romance didn't interest her.

Fun, well, she had a bunch
of new things to try out now.
Finances should be good
since she just got a job, and
social, sure, she had met
people who didn't suck.

"Yeah, I can work with this,"
she said. "You really think
this will get me to okay?

"Mental health is
not a destination, but
a process," said Dr. G.
"It’s about how you drive,
not where you’re going."

"I can't drive either,"
Liberty pointed out.

Dr. G chuckled. "That's
all right, it's another thing
you can learn if you like."

"Maybe I should start with
a bus pass," said Liberty.
"That's a lot easier to earn."

"An excellent goal," said Dr. G.
"That covers your transportation.
You have a job and income already.
Perhaps a fun goal and a practical one?"

"Cook's going to teach me knife skills,"
Liberty reminded him. She looked at
the pages again. "I could try eating
at an ethnic restaurant. It's gotta
be good to know the competition."

Dr. G made some notes on a page
of his own. "That's a plan," he said.
"I'll drop by here in a week or so, and
you can tell me about your adventures."

"Okay," said Liberty. "I think I'd like it.
I don't know many folks here yet."

"Then it's a deal," Dr. G said,
and so they shook on it.

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Notes:

This poem is long, so its notes appear elsewhere.
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Re: Liberty

[personal profile] dialecticdreamer 2024-12-05 04:44 am (UTC)(link)
Ysabetwordsmith cooked up this particular puzzle. I'm just noodling the possibilities. So, saying that, I'd also say that (a) there have to be several interconnecting factors all slanted the correct way to have the imprint repeat, especially so far down the reproductive path, and (b) having an incomplete imprint leads to "typically screwed up" thoughts and behaviors, not this... butchery.

I keep coming back to that word. These effects are horrifying. Epigenetics writ large, with a blowtorch.

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[personal profile] see_also_friend 2024-12-05 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
The metaphor I'm looking at is genetics. So it starts out 'pure' but gets more scrambled and diluted as it is passed down, the population outcrosses with non-carriers, etc.
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[personal profile] dialecticdreamer 2024-12-05 05:25 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, I understood that. I just worry that there's such severe damage when the imprint copies out more than a few bits that it's better to wonder how few people out of the pool of descendants get even a 50% imprint.

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[personal profile] see_also_friend 2024-12-05 06:29 am (UTC)(link)
Well, it would be counterproductive to hobble people in a way that made them totally nonfunctional.

However, it could be analogous to certain genetic conditions that work well /in a specific context/ but become problematic outside those contexts. (I.e. Obedience and submissiveness being a good trait for a lower-class person prior to 1910, but a very poor fit for cutthroat modern America.)

Alternately, it could be like a fatal double recessive, where carriers can be impaired but functional, while their double-recessive kids would have more severe issues.

Or invert that, where heterozygous kids have more issues.

Or maybe the hacking provides a base, but personality and environment influence how it manifests.

...I think the last two seem most likely.

Re: Liberty

[personal profile] see_also_friend 2024-12-05 08:58 pm (UTC)(link)
>>Modern America, like every other pyramid scheme, requires a large lower class and is more stable if that lower class doesn't fight too hard.<<

Fair enough.

However, the social perception is still different than a couple hundred years ago. Two hundred years ago, quiet/obedient would have been the 'natural order' for women, servants, minorities, etc. Nowadays (and despite service workers needing those same traits) someone who is unfailingly quiet/obedient is usually seen as a pushover, and the subordinate position is seen as a consequence of the lack of, hmm, pushiness.

There's also the chattel slave/wage slave debate : in 1802, a smart master will make sure his slaves are fed, housed, etc, but in modern times wage slaves have to be self-advocating enough to meet those needs themselves, despite employers wanting to race to the bottom of the wage scale while rising to the top of the price scale. (Replace slavery with any other controlling power dynamic : your subordinates will do better work and be more loyal if their needs are met, ethical deliberations of the whole system notwithstanding.)

>>It's not fatal when doubled, but it would express a more extreme form of the pattern. Liberty's mother is likely homogeneous but Liberty herself certainly is not.<<

...now I'm wondering if Liberty might be biracial and/or a rape baby, and either one would open up other aspects of the problem.

>>Well, they have different issues, like Liberty -- more prone to feel like they're fighting themselves.<<

I was thinking of hybridization, specifically where you have two 'pure' lineages with specific personalities. Once you hybridize them, the resulting personalities of offspring can be rather erratic, and it can be hard to determine how much of the 'calm' or 'aggressive' personality will manifest. And it can be more complex once you get to third generation, and especially if the bloodlines are not being selected for. (I doubt Creepy Guy would have lived long enough to control more than two or three generations, fortunately.)

Also this sort of hybridization personality randomizing is far more risky with large or aggressive creatures, and human beings definitely qualify on both counts.
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Re: Liberty

[personal profile] dialecticdreamer 2024-12-05 02:25 pm (UTC)(link)
I think that the damage has leached through the later culture like antifreeze soaking into the aquifer.

Re: Liberty

[personal profile] see_also_friend 2024-12-05 09:00 pm (UTC)(link)
So:
1) Adress the issues in the wider culture: anti-racism stuff, diversity training, etc
2) Work on fixing the generational trauma.
3) work on soul-healing (once a compatible person is found.)
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[personal profile] dialecticdreamer 2024-12-05 09:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Which (generally) has to be done for a lot of people in Terramagne anyway. The difference is, there the world STAYS fixed for more than two minutes.

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[personal profile] dialecticdreamer 2024-12-05 11:36 am (UTC)(link)
It's that very pervasiveness which means that no one is really LOOKING For the kind of damage underlying the behavior. It's been normalized for a certain race and economic class. Also, given the exodus to the North, especially Chicago and New York, after the Civil War, and the exodus west to California, Oregon and Washington state, especially during WW2, another after Hurricane Katrina, THEN the increasing flow of dark-skinned Americans becoming expats in Europe, China, and certain cities in the Middle East, (Dubai, starting about 1998, for example,) is it really POSSIBLE to trace down all the victims whose ancestors were given this "psychic adjustment"?

So, one possible element of the imprint would be to make the victim averse to moving out of a familiar area. If they're born in Florida, they'd move around, but stay largely IN Florida, as one example. Fighting that imprint well enough to go to Tuskegee University would help to dismantle that piece, but their descendants might instead become fiercely attached to "their" family alma mater.

Another possibility, as seen in Liberty, is to make them mistrustful of other 'races,' sticking to the areas most heavily populated by Blacks. She's breaking the 'color' association by trying to work with the Ebonies and Ivories.

Someone might break one aspect, but not the other. If they get together and have kids, THEY could end up with the recessive "repaired" aversions, and settle back in the usual areas. Or, conversely, the kids could have both broken versions, and move from Louisiana to Seattle to attend college, then decide to settle happily in a mostly white, conservative town like Ellensburg. (Note, that community may not be quite as Republican, white and conservative any more. I haven't visited for forty years.)

Now, for the sociological golden ring: HOW can a layperson or even a trained psychologist, spot the pattern among other known patterns? Education and income tend to be self-leveling in modern culture. If my cousins all went to college but I didn't, I'm an outlier in the family. If my cousins were all blue-collar workers in a chicken processing plant (abattoir), then I'm an outlier if I go to college. If I'm part of a family of color who are comfortable marrying "out," with Hispanic or White in-laws, how much of the family imprint sticks with the BIPOC kids?

Look at the process purely on income attainment, and it's still not going to be easy to spot. The single largest predictor of a kid's success in life is their parents' income level when they were growing up. https://www.pewtrusts.org/en/about/news-room/press-releases-and-statements/2015/07/23/parental-income-has-outsized-influence-on-childrens-economic-future

Do note that the regions with very high populations of POC, are usually those with lower overall income ratings, as well.
https://home.treasury.gov/news/featured-stories/racial-inequality-in-the-united-states#:~:text=In%20addition%2C%20Black%20and%20Hispanic,as%20shown%20in%20Figure%204.

So, I end up grateful that Boss White found ONE victim, but --

But.

Knowing that it exists, and getting that information to soul healers, telepaths, empaths, and well-trained therapists like Dr. G isn't going to solve the problem, either. At best, it's a starfish problem.

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[personal profile] see_also_friend 2024-12-05 09:10 pm (UTC)(link)
>>We'd have to look at the population dynamics to get an idea of how far it would spread. That math is over my head, although I might manage a start.<<

Two descendants a generation for seven generations would be roughly ~250 people total. The last generation would be roughly ~130 people. Considering people used to have a lot more children... And then you add in people who are impacted without having the imprint.

Yeah, adding free screenings for mental tampering as they do with genetic disorders is probably a good idea.

Incidentally, could someone copy-paste over the imprint from a healthy donor mind, as they do with organ transplants or gene therapy? (Granted, resources might be limited, or the treatment might be culturally squicky...)

>>Copy-copies break down slowly.<<

Like a grandchild, or if someone tried to copy it over to an unaffected person?

>>Look at the effects and their impact on survival. It probably enhances their chance of not getting killed in a rebellion, because they are useful to the white ruling class.<<

That would also increase the chance of it spreading to white-passing descendants, because... >.<

And that...might explain a lot.

Would a white-passing descendant manifest as obedient and submissive, or would they be aggressive? Or would they just follow whoever slotted into the 'leader' role?

And if it is manifesting in white folks as being, essentially, racist attack dogs (or alternately abuse victims) they'll need to screen for it in those populations as well, which will be a pain and a half. Also, I am not sure if anyone will think of that part of the problem until something else goes wrong.

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[personal profile] dialecticdreamer 2024-12-05 12:04 pm (UTC)(link)
One of the easiest ways to combat crappy epigenetics is with good nutrition. If there's a decent after school program with lots of fresh fruit and veg on the plates, that will help, but a program like WIC will do even more because they can start boosting nutrition in the womb.

Access to health care is another help, because it usually contains a large element of patients' education. (This is prediabetes, and this is how to adjust diet to help reduce the risk of diabetes, for example.)

Stress reduction and mental health care are another good way to reduce epigenetic influence, and eventually switch off the stress-activated genes.

So, even without knowing about this particular historical butchery, there are existing efforts that can help.

The problem first becomes connecting a descendant with the programs they can most use and then is influenced by quality of care and other incidents in their lives.

Which means, good news, that the imprint can be broken crumbling off bits of it one by one through improving the overall local culture. It also means, bad news, that people can inadvertently or unconsciously sabotage themselves by moving into less-enhanced areas, EVEN if the new area is considered "better" by the average income and crime rates.
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WIC is marginally better than not having it. Here, everything is incredibly regional, so one food bank might have nothing but canned goods and pork sausage, while another in the next city over is supplied by the local farmer's market and is 90% fresh fruit and veg, and more than half of it is organic.

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[personal profile] see_also_friend 2024-12-05 09:16 pm (UTC)(link)
>>I don't know what next year's themes will be, but something should fit.<<

Since the world's a mess, how about "Fix what's broken?"

>>Also, look at how scarily well it worked in local-America, and then imagine how much more it would work with actual superpowers.<<

The Hunger Games is a brilliant example of hoe American racism was invented...I have a rant on that. One of these days I should type it up.

>>So passing down through stubborn people, generations later you might just have a handful of average biases.<<

Maybe it's possible to redirect parts of the bindings at themselves? Frex, if we have "be obedient" and "hate other races" could you hack at the latter by, say, becoming a follower of an activist or joining a peace-and-love church? Also, what happens if your leader orders you to work on independence and self-improvement and you obediently do so?

>>However, you also have to account for how society reinforces that imprint. A partial one might be increased through institutionalized abuses.<<

Compare with how stuff like abuse, mental illness, and general personality cycle through families.

Re: Liberty

[personal profile] see_also_friend 2025-02-19 04:43 pm (UTC)(link)
>>That should work. At least, it works with most magical bindings, so it should work with psionic ones.<<

That sounds like a possible avenue to explore, storywise, and especially since there is real-world data that can be used for research. I think it will be interesting!

>>It's not necessarily comfortable, though -- when imperatives cross each other, that causes friction.<<

Well, most things that complicated/ingrained aren't easy, though I imagine anyone trying to change will already be at a stage where the bindings are detrimentally chafing.

Look at The Best of Enemies - he didn't come around until he had a whole mutual respect thing with his nemesis, and that only came around because they had enough in common that she was helping to protect his family from stuff the rich folks (and rich white folks who were 'supposed' to be his leaders) didn't care about or really even notice.

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