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Poem: "The Hall of Mirrors"
This poem was inspired by the "Free Space: Mirrors" square on my 8-13-13 card for the ![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png)
origfic_bingo fest. It has been sponsored by Anthony & Shirley Barrette. It belongs to the series Polychrome Heroics.
"The Hall of Mirrors"
Clarity
I look at the spiralbound notebook
repurposed from class notes
to collective diary.
It helps us to communicate,
to share our experiences,
and to learn more about each other.
However, it's not enough.
We need something more structured
to map out our personalities,
our skills, and our desires.
I choose a white three-ring binder,
then fill it with college-ruled paper
and worksheets on different topics,
neatly sorted with tab dividers.
In our old diary,
I leave a note asking everyone
to start working in the new binder too.
Clarity
Looking at the page,
I can see how our intent
overlaps and diverges.
Judging from the pattern,
it seems that we want
to become a superhero.
I start a new worksheet
to lay out a plan for that.
Clarity
I walk through the house,
looking for a promising place.
The attic is unfinished,
dusty and crammed with junk.
It's a possibility,
but far from ideal.
The third floor has my master bedroom,
the medium-size bedroom,
and the big landing around the stairs
with a couch and bookcases.
The second floor has the three small bedrooms
and the little landing area
with a chair and an end table.
The first floor has the foyer at the base of the stairs,
the living room, the kitchen with its pantry,
and the dining room that doubles as study space.
The basement is semi-finished,
with a utility corner near the base of the stairs
for the washer and dryer.
There are sagging metal shelves,
more shelves made of concrete blocks and boards,
stacks of milk crates, and other stuff
left behind by former tenants.
There is also a small door
that leads to a short hallway
and another underground space.
Back there is a showerhead and a shop sink
beside a drain in the concrete floor.
I look at the mess,
but I see the possibilities.
Maze
I spend Saturday
cleaning the basement,
both the section near the stairs
that my four housemates can access
and the area beyond the little door
that only I can unlock.
I smile at the results.
For the first time
since the kidnapping,
I feel a real sense of control
over my life again.
I carry down my box
of spare theatrical supplies --
masks and makeup, small props,
and bits of costume wear.
Upstairs, I print off
a sheaf of worksheets
about various mental techniques
and add those to our binder.
Then I write a request for
each headmate to bring
at least one thing
to set up our practice space.
Clement
I look around the basement
and approve of the new appearance,
so much tidier than before.
For my contribution,
I bring the spare first-aid kit
from the bedroom upstairs.
On the lid I put a post-it note:
Then I insert a new section
of self-help worksheets in the binder.
It's pretty obvious that
if we're going to do superhero stuff
we'll be needing all of those things.
It's better to be prepared.
Mira
We need ways to discourage
other people from nosing around
where they don't belong.
I bring down a set of mirrors.
The big dressing room mirror
is taller and wider than the door
that leads into the hidden area.
With that in place, nobody will notice
the door or what lies beyond.
Then I arrange the smaller mirrors
on the walls around the staircase
so that anyone coming downstairs
will see confusing reflections,
fleeting motion in the corner of the eye,
enough to make them want to leave
as soon they finish their laundry.
To the binder I add worksheets
on personal development,
so that we can discover
who we are now and
who we're becoming.
Ham
It's amazing how much stuff
people have abandoned down here.
I find a weightlifting bench, which is
perfectly good if you don't mind the duct tape.
With it is a standard bar and two spinlock collars,
an assortment of random plates,
plus a couple of mismatched dumbbells.
I carry them through the hidden door,
where one of the back rooms
will make excellent training space,
and set them up in a corner.
On the bench I leave
a post-it note saying:
I put some fitness worksheets
into the white binder.
We seriously need to
tone up this body some more
if we hope to make a difference.
Keane
After Ham finishes
with the remnant weight set,
I go back for the folding mat.
It's a cheap economy model,
not very thick or very large,
with frayed corners and a few rips.
I get the duct tape
and make the necessary repairs.
This should reduce training injuries
so that Clement and I won't have to
interrupt Ham's workouts too often.
I leaf through the binder
and add a few worksheets
on coping skills.
Clarity
I assemble a modest workstation
from a folding chair and a table
left in the basement.
From the bedroom I bring down
an old laptop computer
that still works.
From the attic I unearth
a four-part folding screen
with the bottom of one
fabric panel punched out.
I'm not much good at crafts
but maybe one of my headmates
can fix it somehow.
Meanwhile it shields the corner
from direct view.
I skim the new worksheets
that my headmates
have added to our binder.
We're making progress,
and we have ideas to explore.
I read the post-it notes
stuck to some of the equipment,
making a mental note to adjust our budget.
I look at the dressing mirror
that covers the hidden door.
My reflection flickers through the room
as I move, mirrors catching mirrors.
It is delightfully distracting, the effect
only cut off when I step behind the screen.
As secret lairs go,
it's not much yet,
but it's a beginning --
our own private
hall of mirrors.
* * *
Notes:
Lair: The Hall of Mirrors -- Originally, Maisie lives with four other college students in a square white house owned by her father. After the incident, Damask creates a lair underneath the living quarters; the basement has a secret connection to what was once another underground space and now has no other access.
Good Theatrical supplies. Damask can use props and costumes to aid their superhero work. However, the Fragile weakness may apply under stress conditions: such things aren't very sturdy. (Maze)
Good Computer lab. Damask can find out most information from here, study their own condition or opponents, make fake ID, etc. (Clarity)
Good Workout space. It's not much yet, just some mats on the floor, a heavy punching bag, and a weightlifting bench with a few free weights that a former tenant left behind. But it's a place to exercise and practice. (Ham, Keane)
Good Security. The upper living space has things like locks and burglar alarms; the lower lair has a baffling array of mirrors, traps, and other impediments along with an excellent first aid kit and a fire extinguisher. (Mira, Clement)
Poor Fragile. Things wear out, fancy stuff breaks, college kids are hard on any house -- and Daddy cares about damages to the house.
Attic: unfinished storage space.
Third floor: master bedroom with attached bathroom; medium bedroom; spacious open landing with a linen closet, a couch, and bookcases.
Second floor: three small bedrooms; separate shared bathroom; small open landing with a broom closet, a chair, and an end table.
First floor: foyer with coat closet, bathroom, and base of staircase; living room; dining/study room; and kitchen with attached pantry.
Basement: semi-finished with utility area including washer and dryer near base of staircase, sagging metal shelves, concrete block and board shelves, milk crates, partial weight set, and miscellaneous stuff left by previous tenants. A small door leads to a short hallway letting out into another underground space which becomes the Hall of Mirrors.
* * *
Setting goals is an important skill. This printable goal worksheet breaks larger goals into smaller ones. This one explains how to make "SMART" goals. Here is an example of writing goals. Make sure to consider both long-term and short-term goals.
First aid kits come in different sizes. The spare from the bedroom is personal size, the household one is family size, and Clement has very sensibly picked out a professional size for the lair. When picking a kit, consider the number of people, most common complaints, and frequency of mishaps. Heroes get hurt a lot; it pays to be prepared.
Additional worksheets in Damask's binder include personal development (Mira), mental tools (Maze), self-help (Clement), fitness (Ham), and coping skills (Keane).
The fitness gear in the lair includes a weight bench, a 5-lb dumbbell, a 10-lb dumbbell, part of a weight set, and a floor mat. This is the room divider.
origfic_bingo fest. It has been sponsored by Anthony & Shirley Barrette. It belongs to the series Polychrome Heroics."The Hall of Mirrors"
Clarity
I look at the spiralbound notebook
repurposed from class notes
to collective diary.
It helps us to communicate,
to share our experiences,
and to learn more about each other.
However, it's not enough.
We need something more structured
to map out our personalities,
our skills, and our desires.
I choose a white three-ring binder,
then fill it with college-ruled paper
and worksheets on different topics,
neatly sorted with tab dividers.
In our old diary,
I leave a note asking everyone
to start working in the new binder too.
Journal Entry: Personal Objectives Write down a guiding purpose in your life. Clarity: Organize things. Ham: Protect the vulnerable. Maze: Keep putting one foot in front of the other. Clement: Help people in distress. Keane: Cope with pain. Mira: Be discreet. |
Clarity
Looking at the page,
I can see how our intent
overlaps and diverges.
Judging from the pattern,
it seems that we want
to become a superhero.
I start a new worksheet
to lay out a plan for that.
Journal Entry: Goal Timeline Make a sequence of large to small accomplishments. Long-term goal: Clarity: Become a superhero. Mid-term goals: Ham: Gather supplies and training. Keane: Identify and practice powers. Short-term goals: Maze: List new items to acquire. Clement: Set up a practice space. Mira: Inventory things useful for practice. |
Clarity
I walk through the house,
looking for a promising place.
The attic is unfinished,
dusty and crammed with junk.
It's a possibility,
but far from ideal.
The third floor has my master bedroom,
the medium-size bedroom,
and the big landing around the stairs
with a couch and bookcases.
The second floor has the three small bedrooms
and the little landing area
with a chair and an end table.
The first floor has the foyer at the base of the stairs,
the living room, the kitchen with its pantry,
and the dining room that doubles as study space.
The basement is semi-finished,
with a utility corner near the base of the stairs
for the washer and dryer.
There are sagging metal shelves,
more shelves made of concrete blocks and boards,
stacks of milk crates, and other stuff
left behind by former tenants.
There is also a small door
that leads to a short hallway
and another underground space.
Back there is a showerhead and a shop sink
beside a drain in the concrete floor.
I look at the mess,
but I see the possibilities.
Maze
I spend Saturday
cleaning the basement,
both the section near the stairs
that my four housemates can access
and the area beyond the little door
that only I can unlock.
I smile at the results.
For the first time
since the kidnapping,
I feel a real sense of control
over my life again.
I carry down my box
of spare theatrical supplies --
masks and makeup, small props,
and bits of costume wear.
Upstairs, I print off
a sheaf of worksheets
about various mental techniques
and add those to our binder.
Then I write a request for
each headmate to bring
at least one thing
to set up our practice space.
Clement
I look around the basement
and approve of the new appearance,
so much tidier than before.
For my contribution,
I bring the spare first-aid kit
from the bedroom upstairs.
On the lid I put a post-it note:
Save up $165. Buy professional emergency kit. Then return this one to our bedroom. |
Then I insert a new section
of self-help worksheets in the binder.
It's pretty obvious that
if we're going to do superhero stuff
we'll be needing all of those things.
It's better to be prepared.
Mira
We need ways to discourage
other people from nosing around
where they don't belong.
I bring down a set of mirrors.
The big dressing room mirror
is taller and wider than the door
that leads into the hidden area.
With that in place, nobody will notice
the door or what lies beyond.
Then I arrange the smaller mirrors
on the walls around the staircase
so that anyone coming downstairs
will see confusing reflections,
fleeting motion in the corner of the eye,
enough to make them want to leave
as soon they finish their laundry.
To the binder I add worksheets
on personal development,
so that we can discover
who we are now and
who we're becoming.
Ham
It's amazing how much stuff
people have abandoned down here.
I find a weightlifting bench, which is
perfectly good if you don't mind the duct tape.
With it is a standard bar and two spinlock collars,
an assortment of random plates,
plus a couple of mismatched dumbbells.
I carry them through the hidden door,
where one of the back rooms
will make excellent training space,
and set them up in a corner.
On the bench I leave
a post-it note saying:
Buy matching dumbbells: 5# ($5) 10# ($10) Save up about $50. Buy replacement plates to equal 100#. |
I put some fitness worksheets
into the white binder.
We seriously need to
tone up this body some more
if we hope to make a difference.
Keane
After Ham finishes
with the remnant weight set,
I go back for the folding mat.
It's a cheap economy model,
not very thick or very large,
with frayed corners and a few rips.
I get the duct tape
and make the necessary repairs.
This should reduce training injuries
so that Clement and I won't have to
interrupt Ham's workouts too often.
I leaf through the binder
and add a few worksheets
on coping skills.
Clarity
I assemble a modest workstation
from a folding chair and a table
left in the basement.
From the bedroom I bring down
an old laptop computer
that still works.
From the attic I unearth
a four-part folding screen
with the bottom of one
fabric panel punched out.
I'm not much good at crafts
but maybe one of my headmates
can fix it somehow.
Meanwhile it shields the corner
from direct view.
I skim the new worksheets
that my headmates
have added to our binder.
We're making progress,
and we have ideas to explore.
I read the post-it notes
stuck to some of the equipment,
making a mental note to adjust our budget.
I look at the dressing mirror
that covers the hidden door.
My reflection flickers through the room
as I move, mirrors catching mirrors.
It is delightfully distracting, the effect
only cut off when I step behind the screen.
As secret lairs go,
it's not much yet,
but it's a beginning --
our own private
hall of mirrors.
* * *
Notes:
Lair: The Hall of Mirrors -- Originally, Maisie lives with four other college students in a square white house owned by her father. After the incident, Damask creates a lair underneath the living quarters; the basement has a secret connection to what was once another underground space and now has no other access.
Good Theatrical supplies. Damask can use props and costumes to aid their superhero work. However, the Fragile weakness may apply under stress conditions: such things aren't very sturdy. (Maze)
Good Computer lab. Damask can find out most information from here, study their own condition or opponents, make fake ID, etc. (Clarity)
Good Workout space. It's not much yet, just some mats on the floor, a heavy punching bag, and a weightlifting bench with a few free weights that a former tenant left behind. But it's a place to exercise and practice. (Ham, Keane)
Good Security. The upper living space has things like locks and burglar alarms; the lower lair has a baffling array of mirrors, traps, and other impediments along with an excellent first aid kit and a fire extinguisher. (Mira, Clement)
Poor Fragile. Things wear out, fancy stuff breaks, college kids are hard on any house -- and Daddy cares about damages to the house.
Attic: unfinished storage space.
Third floor: master bedroom with attached bathroom; medium bedroom; spacious open landing with a linen closet, a couch, and bookcases.
Second floor: three small bedrooms; separate shared bathroom; small open landing with a broom closet, a chair, and an end table.
First floor: foyer with coat closet, bathroom, and base of staircase; living room; dining/study room; and kitchen with attached pantry.
Basement: semi-finished with utility area including washer and dryer near base of staircase, sagging metal shelves, concrete block and board shelves, milk crates, partial weight set, and miscellaneous stuff left by previous tenants. A small door leads to a short hallway letting out into another underground space which becomes the Hall of Mirrors.
* * *
Setting goals is an important skill. This printable goal worksheet breaks larger goals into smaller ones. This one explains how to make "SMART" goals. Here is an example of writing goals. Make sure to consider both long-term and short-term goals.
First aid kits come in different sizes. The spare from the bedroom is personal size, the household one is family size, and Clement has very sensibly picked out a professional size for the lair. When picking a kit, consider the number of people, most common complaints, and frequency of mishaps. Heroes get hurt a lot; it pays to be prepared.
Additional worksheets in Damask's binder include personal development (Mira), mental tools (Maze), self-help (Clement), fitness (Ham), and coping skills (Keane).
The fitness gear in the lair includes a weight bench, a 5-lb dumbbell, a 10-lb dumbbell, part of a weight set, and a floor mat. This is the room divider.
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(Anonymous) 2020-05-12 05:44 pm (UTC)(link)I love that Clarity sees that the Damask system could become a superhero with all the skills they are acquiring.
I love that Clarity buys the Damask system a new binder and I love the worksheets that the separate headmates feel drawn too.
Hmm, Ham pushed himself too far with the weights? Or was the pleasing burn that someone can have after exercise?
I love Mira's idea for keeping prying eyes away from Damask's Hall of Mirrors. The Hall of Mirrors itself makes me think of the Batcave from Batman lore. That may be because it's under a house
I love that Clement is already thinking ahead for the possible injuries that Damask is going to have.
Hmm, did no one feel the burning need to Front while Maze was clearing the future space of the Hall of Mirrors or did Maze think someone would come and ask what she was doing?
Continuing onto the next poem :)
~Angel
Thoughts
Yay! It takes a lot of work, but they're making progress.
>> I love that Clarity sees that the Damask system could become a superhero with all the skills they are acquiring. <<
It sure doesn't take them long to figure that out! :D
>> I love that Clarity buys the Damask system a new binder and I love the worksheets that the separate headmates feel drawn too. <<
Yeah, their tastes vary a lot. Clarity fills a role sometimes called the Organizer. That's usually the "main" personality but not always. Maze spends more time out, but doesn't have Clarity's meticulous approach.
>> Hmm, Ham pushed himself too far with the weights? Or was the pleasing burn that someone can have after exercise? <<
Maybe a little of both.
>> I love Mira's idea for keeping prying eyes away from Damask's Hall of Mirrors.<<
LOL yes.
>> The Hall of Mirrors itself makes me think of the Batcave from Batman lore. That may be because it's under a house.<<
That and it's a superhero lair.
>> I love that Clement is already thinking ahead for the possible injuries that Damask is going to have.<<
He always does that.
>>Hmm, did no one feel the burning need to Front while Maze was clearing the future space of the Hall of Mirrors or did Maze think someone would come and ask what she was doing? <<
They weren't pushing at each other because everyone got a chance to Front and do whatever they wanted -- which is essential to a healthy system.