>> If someone wants to put firm finger NO NAILS pressure on my scalp and neck and shoulders while I get squished Reese <<

I can rub shoulders.

>> (IRL is hard when you have to adult and work while body freaks out and all your nerves go berserk and you can hear and feel and smell and taste all the things and you can't stim hard enough for it to stop.....today man.) <<

That sucks. :(